Changes

I have been so confused recently. There's some problem at work but I don't know who to turn to. Nobody though. Everybody seems to be busy, or they are just not friends, not the right person to talk to. How should I voice out to the right person? What should I do?

Frankly speaking, I’m drained emotionally, mentally and even physically at times recently. I have neglected my skating routines for the past few months, yeah; which was more than 2 months. For the 1st month of my work, everything is going well. Only after that, which is May, my health was affected; my working hours got extended in order to meet deadlines most of the time, and my performance still seems not efficient enough. Hence, my esteem was at extreme low level.

Until recently, I have lesser duties and a transfer is going to take place. I’m not sure what to do. I’m not sure whether should I still carry on or not? I’m not sure whether they have chosen me as the right person or not?

I wish to be one of the company’s good staff. I wish to be able to do my best. I don’t want just to be working for the sake of working. Hope that everything will be going on well.

While, it’s not easy to juggle both work and skating, but I will try my very best. Cheers!