Shanghai, Should I Go?

Should I go or not to go? I'm refering to Shanghai. Where to get the money? Heard that we need at least $1000!!! in order to go. I have a strong feeling that I should go, I must go! But... *sigh*

If I go, this will be the first time. First time having to compete oversea!!!

In the past I never go because I feel my skills ain't that good at that period of time so I don't want to go there and look foolish. XD

Now I have improved, and the confidence level is higher! Maybe that's why I feel that I must go... To do Singapore proud! Maybe get at least top 20.

There might be more than hundred female competitors on that day!! I hope there will be different Category for different age range. We adult can't compete with those below 16 years old, their movements are so nimble!

If I had met this sports earlier, if there's nothing major happened to me, I think I could have reached a higher standard than where am I now!