I Want to Improve!

When I am disappointed with myself, I will search for ways to improve myself.

I wish to become perfectionist in everything I do, in the end I am still not satisfied.

I wish to accomplish a task from start till end and yet people viewed me as stubborn or just polisher.

The world is so contradicting.

Sometimes I am a good girl, yet people said I am bad.

Sometimes I am hardworking and wish to help, yet people said I am a troublemaker.

Sometimes I am tired and wish to rest, yet people said I am plain lazy with no drive.

Maybe in the end I have not done well enough.

Maybe I am to live in this state till I am awake.

I really wish to improve. I want to improve. When can I?

Everyday. Every Hour. Every Minute. Every Second.

There are endless opportunities for us to improve.

In the end, what people said are just empty words,

So I must be stronger than their empty words.

In the end, what people think may affect us,

So I must be stronger than their affecting thoughts.

In order for change, every one of us must be strong.

In order for improvements, we must create peace with ourselves.

Only with still mind, then we will be able to gain wisdom.

With still mind, we find peace.