A Lil' more on My Home

I am very upset today because can't bear to leave the current house I'm in.

Hopefully the future house is better.

Trying to think on the brighter side, but where can I get the money to live a new home?

Time will tell.


She wants me to leave so their son can have a room.

The main owner wants me to stay because he already had a plan for his son - not to have a room at an early age.

In the end, there're fierce arguments.

I think some people are funny. When days are peaceful, they create "havocs" for themselves and others.

Due to all the desires, fears, selfishness and ego. There are so many negative emotions in this World churning and yearning to be alive.

After they got what they have wanted, they started to regret for their deeds and then pray to their own God or the Higer Ones so to remove their sins, or to be protected from any harms.

Even so we did something seems not right or totally wrong, I think we have to take the responsibilities on what we have done now and in the future. Life is a cycle.


Sometimes I wonder, when I sincerely send blessings and compassions towards many people whom I have met and known, even those who had harmed me, will they be able to receive? Throughout the life, I am still learning to forgive and forgo. Being grateful is better than to hold grudges.

Everyday I wake up, I always give thanks to the owner and family. In the end, I have to receive this fate. Maybe its time for me to move on to a new phase of life.

I will continue to give thanks to the family.

I think after writing this entry will allow me to sleep better. I can't stand the stress which is causing pimples to pop out recently.

Wishng all well and happy. Looking forward to the sunshine after rain.