Busy June

According to a horoscope reading, this month (June) is a bad month for me with works piling up at office. It's very true as I found no time for skating at all. Some minor chores awaiting for my attention yet I found that I am rushing everyday to accomplish alot of major things in office. Up till today, there are still plenty of works awaiting for me to research and complete.

Now, I feel that my energy is at extreme wastage. Not enough sleep, irregular meals, and having dehydration at times. In no time, I have to stop all these before gastric pains develop. Alot of times when I reached home after work, I just feel like dropping into the bed immediately without bathing. There, the symptoms showed that I have overworked.

Work as HR, Secretary, Admin, Accounts, Customer Service and Receptionist at once, are you holding a job like this too? Welcome you to leave some comments here.

At times, I felt very guilty when others got to leave work early. It seems that I am not effecient enough, or maybe too slow? While, I even bring some works back home to do.

I think it's even worse for my boss... He's holding a very important position in the company, that's why.

How I wish that somebody will be able to take away some of my current duties from me. By right at the start, I am just an admin cum secretary... Really got to thanks my boss for getting me so busy though because I have learnt alot through the process. Haha! Frankly speaking it's very tiring.

I will try my best to squeeze some times for training, but no promise. I like my current job and don't want to lose it. I've been trying very hard to hold it tightly even when there are barriers and problems which I manage to overcome with helps from others.

Sometimes I thought I might just as well give up skating and concentrate on works. After thorough thinking, my lack of time will only be temporary so I will still have times for skating in future. Alot of times, I just wonder if I really give up and leave the skating world, will the people still remember my existence? Maybe not. Haha!

Afterall skating is just my interest, I have no regrets to have been involved in this world. There are people out there who dislike me, there are people who like me... It's the same everywhere we go, righto? There are people who want you to leave, there are people who want you to stay, there are people who want you to stay yet they are thinking of how to get rid of you. Scary not? But that's how the society runs, we can't help it.

Let's not say you hate those people, we should think of ways to tackle all these problems and never give up.