Dedicated to A Sister, A Friend.

Look like some people around me are sinking into depression. All I can say is, hope you will overcome those negative feelings and get out of the dark world. If you need somebody to listen, you may come to me if you wish.


There's a beautiful person in my mind. She's a sister and a friend who had gone through alot, and had eventually grown up to be independent.

Once, she used to be under the same roof as me.

• We used to go to school together.
• We used to share our clothings.
• We used to quarrel over many little things.
• We used to fight.
• We used to share our secrets.
• We used to chit chat until midnights.
• We used to cry with each other.
• We used to date with guys together.
• We used to hang out with friends together.
• We used to deal with enemies together.
• We used to share humours with each others.
• We used to get into troubles together.

All these memories, hard to forget. I can still remember what she loves in the past, how she told me that when there's something happen, I am the first person that she will thought of. She wish that I am by her side.

Sometimes, we do get into fights due to some personal issues. Although she doesn't forgive easily, I will still give way to her.

Thinking back, I found that I'm at fault with strong urge to ask her for forgiveness.

Thinking back, when I saw what she had done badly to me, the grudges are no longer there.

Thinking back, I strongly wish that I had not hurt her before, because deeply I still love her as much.

She used to have difficulties in school after mixing with bad friends. Still, she'd struggled to do very well in her 'O' Level after separating from those people. She had done it by moving on to join a group of great friends who had helped her alot.

After graduating, she moved on to a Junior College and became very enthusiastic into sports like Basketballs, and Gym. She mixed with another group of friends, that aroused her interest in being a lesbian. Results was'nt good.

After her JC, she moved on to a University for her economic studies. She wanted to raise her own school fees, so she's studying Full-Time and working Full-Time at the same time. These few years was very very tough for her.

I remembered once, she had a boyfriend. This guy, he was actually a very rich, young guy who loved her alot at first. After that, he suffered from infections in his muscular tissues due to overdose of Steroids. Because of this infection, he became paranoid, and tend to abuse anyone around him. So my dear friend became the victim.

One night, she hide herself in one corner and cried. I was awaken by her and lend her my shoulder & ears. It broke my heart at that time, because I don't know how to help her. The only solution was to leave the guy once and for all. I could see that she still loved him a lot at that time.

It took her for around 1 year to get over.

She's strong and tough.

I sympathise for the guy too. Steroids had done harm to him. Now, I wonder how many people are being affected by the drugs?

I wish that she is doing well, and get a better career after her studies. May blessings be hers in relationship. If possible, even a happy marriage. *wink*