Zest!

I felt my heart is bubbling with zest. Full of energy. Full of bliss. After few days of sadness and guilt, finally yearn to get on with more new experiences! Feel like getting out to reach out for the world.

Had paused many things because needed time to sort out alot things and doubts in mind. Also, had learnt alot of things through the big break and realised alot. There are still so many things in the world that I have not experienced and realised before.

At that point of time in October 2010, I cut down modelling, photography, and stopped partying, stopped sociallising, and then converted into vegetarian. I was moving and moving last year which was so tiring while juggling with my hectic schedule of lessons, tuitions, pageant, modelling, photoshoots, gyms, travelling, finding new places and negotiating with the owners which took several days...

I was so fedup with so many unhappiness, that I cut many things off. I just want to cut down very much. Maybe you will deem this as abnormal.

If I never do it, I would'nt know what will happen. At that point of time, I just want to gain back my normal self.
Ok, I shall continue this post next time.

Good night!